Years ago, I felt like I lost a piece of myself; that the spiritual side of me was simply severed one day. Since then, I have moved back to where I felt the most spiritually unsupported and had to find myself again. After a few years of living here, it became more comfortable and new communities have developed. It is more acceptable but I still feel lost; so the lack of acceptance must not have been a driving factor. I have been told that it has something to do with a past life. I haven't the resources or means at the moment to really explore that in a spiritual journey. But for the moment, I have realized that I don't need to fully understand it right now. Perhaps that I even have a lot of work to do first before being ready to understand. So... tonight I reconnected.
This re-connection has been spurred by events in my life requiring a lot of love, support, strength and courage. I know on a daily basis that I am being watched over and protected by loved ones. Some days it is enough but others, it is not. It is also necessary for me to find tools of my own means and to give thanks for that protection. There is a book that I bought many years ago on Earth Magic that I connected to instantly. I picked it up again a few times over the years, even a few weeks ago. Tonight, I knew I needed it and used to call protection prayers. I felt something come into place within me tonight. This is a new beginning.
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